the same self-evident certainty, as you know that you think, and are alive,
you know that there is goodness, love, benevolence, meekness, compassion,
wisdom, peace, joy, &c. Now this is the self-evident God, that forces
himself to be known, and found, and felt, in every man, in the same
certainty of self-evidence, as every man feels and finds his own thoughts
and life. And this is the God, whose being and providence, thus self-evident
in us, calls for our worship, and love, and adoration, and obedience to him:
and this worship, and love, and adoration, and conformity to the divine
goodness, is our true belief in, and sure knowledge of, the self-evident
God. And atheism is not the denial of a first omnipotent cause, but is
purely and solely nothing else but the disowning, forsaking, and renouncing
the goodness, virtue, benevolence, meekness, &c. of the divine nature, that
has made itself thus self-evident in us, as the true object of our worship,
conformity, love, and adoration. This is the one true God, or the Deity of
goodness, virtue, and love, &c. the certainty of whose being and providence
opens itself to you in the self-evident sensibility of your own nature; and
inspires his likeness, and love of his goodness, into you. And as this is
the only true knowledge that you can possibly have of God and the divine
nature, so it is a knowledge not to be debated or lessened by any objections
of reason, but is as self-evident as your own life. But to find or know God
in reality, by any outward proofs, or by anything but by God himself made
manifest and self-evident in you, will never be your case either here or
hereafter. For neither God, nor heaven, nor hell, nor the devil, nor the
world, and the flesh, can be any otherwise knowable in you, or by you, but
by their own existence and manifestation in you. And all pretended knowledge
of any of these things, beyond or without this self-evident sensibility of
their birth within you, is only such knowledge of them, as the blind man
hath of that light, that never entered into him.
[Way-3-13] And as this is our only true knowledge, so every man is, by his
birth and nature, brought into a certain and self-evident sensibility of all
these things. And if we bring ourselves by reasoning and dispute into an
uncertainty about them, it is an uncertainty that we have created for
ourselves, and comes not from God and nature. For God and nature have made
that which is our greatest concern, to be our greatest certainty; and to be
known by us in the same self-evidence, as our own pain or pleasure is. For
nothing is religion, or the truth of religion, nothing is good or bad to
you, but that which is a self- evident birth within you. So that if you call
that only God, and religion, and goodness, which truly are so, and can only
be known by their self-evident powers and life in you, then you are in the
truth, and the truth will make you free from all doubts; and you will no
more fear or regard anything that talkative reason can discourse against it,
than against your own seeing, hearing, or sensible life. But if you turn
from self-evidence to reason and opinion, you turn from the tree of life,
and you give yourself up to certain delusion.
[Way-3-14] Wonder not therefore, my friend, that though the mystery under
consideration contains the greatest truths, yet I am unwilling to help you
to reason and speculate upon it; for if you attempt to go farther in it than
self-evidence leads you, you only go so far out of it, or from it. For the
end of this mystery is not to furnish new or better matter for reason and
opinion, but to bring man home to that sensibility, which is self-evident in
himself, and to lead him only by self-evident principles, to see, and find,
and feel the difference between true and false religion in the same degree