and love is an instinct which impels us, sometimes along a straight, and sometimes along a
devious path. The world has made laws to combat our instincts--it was necessary to make
them; but our instincts are always stronger, and we ought not to resist them too much,
because they come from God; while the laws only come from men. If we did not perfume
life with love, as much love as possible, darling, as we put sugar into drugs for children,
nobody would care to take it just as it is."
Berthe opened her eyes wide in astonishment. She murmured:
"Oh! grandmamma, we can only love once."
The grandmother raised her trembling hands toward Heaven, as if again to invoke the
defunct god of gallantries. She exclaimed indignantly:
"You have become a race of serfs, a race of common people. Since the Revolution, it is
impossible any longer to recognize society. You have attached big words to every action,
and wearisome duties to every corner of existence; you believe in equality and eternal
passion. People have written poetry telling you that people have died of love. In my time
poetry was written to teach men to love every woman. And we! when we liked a gentleman,
my child, we sent him a page. And when a fresh caprice came into our hearts, we were not
slow in getting rid of the last Lover--unless we kept both of them."
The old woman smiled a keen smile, and a gleam of roguery twinkled in her gray eye, the
intellectual, skeptical roguery of those people who did not believe that they were made of
the same clay as the rest, and who lived as masters for whom common beliefs were not
intended.
The young girl, turning very pale, faltered out:
"So, then, women have no honor?"
The grandmother ceased to smile. If she had kept in her soul some of Voltaire's irony, she
had also a little of Jean Jacques's glowing philosophy: "No honor! because we loved, and
dared to say so, and even boasted of it? But, my child, if one of us, among the greatest
ladies in France, had lived without a lover, she would have had the entire court laughing at
her. Those who wished to live differently had only to enter a convent. And you imagine,
perhaps, that your husbands will love but you alone, all their lives. As if, indeed, this could
be the case. I tell you that marriage is a thing necessary in order that society should exist,
but it is not in the nature of our race, do you understand? There is only one good thing in
life, and that is love. And how you misunderstand it! how you spoil it! You treat it as
something solemn like a sacrament, or something to be bought, like a dress."
The young girl caught the old woman's trembling hands in her own.
"Hold your tongue, I beg of you, grandmamma!"
And, on her knees, with tears in her eyes, she prayed to Heaven to bestow on her a great
passion, one sole, eternal passion in accordance with the dream of modern poets, while the
grandmother, kissing her on the forehead, quite imbued still with that charming, healthy